Somber-bliss

Just another lost boy...

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Expiate by Somber-bliss, literature

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Expiate

I've lost my tongue, my words are gone it seems I've watched it for far too long. My mind is full, my body's sore as thoughts onto paper begin to pour. Often it's been said that I've been dead that there's something sick inside my head. But it's not strange to feel this way I've had to live with it everyday. It's different now, somethings cold memories are all I can nightly hold. These bloodshot eyes tell it all as I wonder how much longer 'til my fall. To some inner strength I somehow cling a sanctuary of sorts, this silver ring. How can anyone ever really know that this smile is on just for show? I've given up and start my d

Wind Form by Somber-bliss, literature

Nocturne of Fall by Somber-bliss, literature

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Nocturne of Fall

The moon's rays shine brightly upon the dead as a nocturne slowly drifts through out my head leading my body to sway gently with the breeze, laughing as I plunge into a vast sea of leaves. Nothing but skeletal shadows to comfort and soothe me their cold presence pushing my emotions to be set free end of edit... Losing again the fight to restrain the flood my tears fall and merge with the mud Broken and fallen I slip into a dream; I lack even the strength to scream. Voiceless and burning for a release I've been yearning Respite from this imprecation is all I ask just release me from this tiresome task Writhing from the thoughts

The Doll, part 1 by Somber-bliss, literature

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The Doll, part 1

A little rag doll upon a shelf, a broken toy all by itself. His hair a mess, his body torn nothing special, this fragil form. Tossed aside by ones he thought cared to only them he left his heart beared. But the pain they brought with their lies formed nostalgic tears to now vacant eyes. Yet still he waits upon that desolate shelf forever waiting for one whom is willing to help. Readying his needle and threat a smile breaks through knowing that soon he'll have back his form true. And as he lays awake each night he seeks a way to hide his inner light. For beneathe the layers of bitterness sleeps a soul filled with inner bliss.

Teary Mask by Somber-bliss, literature

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Teary Mask

Tears hidden behind a mask. Remembering the words you said, lies disguised as open arms, nostalgic pains inflamed. The blood ebbs and flows spilling forth as a tide. Calling out your name it won't be the same! Scars and wishes are what remains of a now wasted life. Knowing not where to turn, was it worth it all? Darkness touched my soul killing the voices slowly. Left with empty hands, ALONE AND DEAD! Knowing what has past, seeing the truth unfold. Displaced in my world a place devoid of light. Something inside me stirs, and it scares me.

Decadent Worm by Somber-bliss, literature

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Decadent Worm

A gnawing, a bite from somewhere deep inside hungers for something that it cannot find. It searches and consumes me as it goes, this little worm, clawing though my soul. I can feel you eating me away taking parts I wanted to stay. "Just another taste", you whisper in my head "Just a couple of bites, than I'll leave you for dead" Withering, squirming under the light now exposed you lack the will to fight. Just another worm inside this decadent body Take your last bite and leave me shoddy. Digging deeper and deeper into my flesh to what your true intentions are, confess. Leaving a trail of misery in your wake I've had about as mu

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Love's Torture by Somber-bliss, literature

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Love's Torture

Why must I forever walk this dark place? What is the purpose of this long, damned road? Evil succubi dressed in silky lace, threaten my soul, their grasp therin explode, My body always burn for their pleasure, dancing black flames lick and tease my body true pain is my wish, hate, my little treasure. Angels fortell my death, their mark shoddy. Please come take me away, when will it end? How I love the pain, your touch of love true, Always lets me know soon my soul will bend. My heart bleeds and dies for only you. What pain can truely harm me, nothing right Angel, please come and take away the light!

Bleak Existance by Somber-bliss, literature

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Bleak Existance

I wish that once I would say something right That I can make the world a brighter beacon to peirce my souls dark, endless night My mouth is always creeping and seeping with hate What I said I don't mean but it's to late. As I sit here with my plans Knowing now I'll never understand I have no friends nor fans Except those who wish to feel nothing Why didn't you just say something Endless silence, pierced by your screams Everynight I am left with more memories Sights of you and others fill my dreams Holding the last thread of hope and love I raise my hand, away you all, I shove Hand of darkness, take me under and make me into so

Behind my mask by Somber-bliss, literature

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Behind my mask

Deep inside my mind you'll find another dream that makes me scream. The memories fill until they spill unleashing my own kind of hell. Pain inside, deep inside I don't know I try. Torn inside, burned inside you don't know I cry. Stone Skin envelops all my sin True pain is the kind I find What is a heart I need to know where is it mine fell? Little blades of hope I hold knowing atlast I can decline my past Carving out each thought and wish hoping to leave this cold shell. At last...I am...alone

The Death of Me by Somber-bliss, literature

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The Death of Me

The knowledge I have gained still isn't enough to save this pitful delusion. Knowing not where to turn always the one getting burned this is the death of me. Dark talons reap my mind tearing away all the lies freeing me from me. Opened eyes and tainted mind at last a solution I find no longer shall I flee. Grasping at last my cure teary eyes seeing so clear at last salvation. Caring not for the pain happiness is what I have to gain no longer will I be.

Whim's fling by Somber-bliss, literature

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Whim's fling

Pain, so much to take, why can't I sleep tonight please tell me this is just another dream. Or am I deserving of all this spite? The blood flows, to much, it chokes my scream please god, take me home, take me away from this. Blame me, for I was the one who loved you, I the one who could not raise a fist. I shouldn't have got close, maybe even shoved you away, instead I'm left here crying. My cries fall unnoticed and unheard. I lie, filled with pain, my body dying you rose the knife, poised to shred my soul. I'm so sick of everything. You were my whole life, I was just a fling.

Somber Waves by Somber-bliss, literature

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Somber Waves

Feel the waves beat me down so much sorrow I can drown The moon is shinging above the waves perhaps this time I won't be saved Feel your heart give in feel the love turn to sin Let the hate go let the sorrow grow When the skies turn to black Just turn your back Just ignore it, soon it'll go away but than again my emotions sway! Feel your heart give in feel the love turn to sin Let the hate go let the sorrow grow Fight the hunger eating your soul Don't get caught in hatreds hole Run towards your truths Their all you hold

Somber Clarity by Somber-bliss, literature

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Somber Clarity

Awaken from my slumber, lost inside my head To many thoughts to plunder, better left dead. Crossroads bring forth choices, which shall I choose no matter what, I won't be the one to lose. Scream out my mistakes to the helpless and free How could this lie even come to be. Crimson tears splash upon my face raising the dagger prepared to leave this place before the cut is made, a vision takes hold leaving me broken, damned, and cold. Awaken what was dead, taken what has died left with the reasons why I never cried. Golden light ensueing, restless winds escape around me nothing but darkness and wings that drape. Scars show signs of

Broken Wall by Somber-bliss, literature

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Broken Wall

This wall, so full of hopes and dreams no longer can I possibly protect it. My head is full of endless screams, you have come and made me a pit. How I wish you knew how I felt when you looked at me. But you decided to play the shrew and knew we weren't ment to be. Will I ever trust someone new? No, cause it's just me, I'm nothing someone who maybe you knew if only I was worth something. A heart is so nice to have you should get one fuck you, you had all I could give why am I just a slave, ordered to live

Life and Death by Somber-bliss, literature

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Life and Death

Once again I find myself contemplating Life. What does it offer; pain, suffering, agony? Why must I feel so much pain, tell me what I have left to gain. Life, no reason. Life, it's just a game Life, please let it end. What truths can you hold if you can't be anything but cold? Why can't I end this all since we're all gonna fall? Death, pains release. Death, sufferings end Death, please free me. Slavers disguised as friends always lie around each bend. Hold your truths close for they're all that matter. Life, the long road. Death, Life's only prize...

Shadows reflection by Somber-bliss, literature

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Shadows reflection

Watch the light reflect off me, for it will prove it all. I am just a reflection of this life watch as I begain to fall down the well that has no bottom. Confusion, the burning blured sight, I've been here many times before This fall brings more accursed light upon my faults, my dreams, the open sores. Finding my addiction, out I call to you, but you don't really care. As I slow from my greastest fall I look and see some light appear. I reach for the lip of my emotionless well but wheres my grip... I belong to my fears.

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Burst by poetic-abortion, literature

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Burst

im living in a world of assembled metal monsters and stacked windows a world where the most inspiring quote is: "it will be better tomorrow" everyone is looking for forgiveness and just the answer to a prayer but the angels are sick of wearing wings and god keeps telling everyone he doesn't exist I thought the world was all about love, I guess I got mixed up because butterflies are all praying for a better life. and every lover is telling the other not to feel so much and that everything they'll ever have will be a lie. they'll say, "I loved you as long as I could, but when the sun dies and the moon is c

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Somber Clarity by Somber-bliss, literature

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About Somber-bliss

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: Canada Land
Operating System: Autopilot
Personal Quote: I love you, my little exit wound

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Celldweller, cKy, MSI, Air, Portishead, too many more to even list...

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Somber-bliss

Aug 19, 2006

For My Tallest...

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Somber-bliss

Aug 14, 2006

'Sometimes...

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you can cry until there is nothing wet in you.  You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures.  You can pray all you want, to whatever god you think will listen.  And, still, it makes NO difference.  It goes on, without no sign as to when it might release you.  And you know that if it ever did relent...it would not be because it cared." Johnny C So things haven't been too hot lately.  Teri hasn't had a computer, she thought I hated her since I wasn't writing but that wasn't cause I forgot about her or anything just didn't want to seem so pathetic when I did write her but I can't hold this shit in any longer.  Seriously..

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Somber-bliss

Jun 25, 2006

Random Update .MaRkTwO.

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Mood: :tired: Music: The Faint - Glass Dance Movie: King Slong Been a while and nothing much really to report - I haven't been up to anything new really.  Found out another bit of info about my Exodus Project...but it seems that everytime I'm given an answer, its nothing but a lie anyways.  Worse part is it's not even just the Canadian government that gives a deadend answer.  Damn US Consulate and their inability to understand the situation, or at least their lack of caring.  Pretty much though, here's what I've gotten from them. I can cross the border, but it'll take some work.  Firstly I'd have to contact the airport from which I'm to d